Tuesday, May 23, 2017

fears

I have five more chapters of my rewrite then I'll be starting edits.

I'm excited but afraid. 

As an avid Goodreads user seeing all the amazing books, and reading them, makes me feel like why should I even bother?  

My book sucks, it has no hype, and I can't write. 

I don't even have the money yet for an editor or to get a new cover made.  These thoughts keep hammering at my mind and I want to give up so bad.  I know it's my anxiety.  Thoughts like these is why it's taken me so long to write this book in the first place.  I keep having too remind myself why this story needs to be told.  I enjoy writing and I want to share my ideas with an audience.  I'm not special and that's okay.  Back to writing.

Wednesday, May 17, 2017

gofundme + new Instagram!

Since 2013 I've gone through so much when it comes to my book.  I've rewritten it twice, changed the plot, added more chapters, even changed my author name.  I've done so much to get too the point that I'm at now.  Currently I'm rewriting Mean Boys and am getting to the final chapters.  I'm excited but also nervous because I don't have the funds I need to publish it like I want.  I'm planning too possibly do a gofundme but I'm not sure if anyone will donate.  That worry aside I'm doing everything I can to make sure it's published as soon as possible and praying it makes some kind of impact.  I know it will.

Also I have a new Instagram specifically as an author, please follow me!